dear 25 year old libbie

dear 25 year old me, this is 15 year old me. you live in Plymouth with mum and dad.
your brain isn't the best. your main mood is sad and you spend most of your time wishing you could go back to when you were 10.

so hows it going?
do you still dress like a 7 year old?
is your hair still short?
have you got a tattoo?
are you doing anything amazing with your life?

hows Sacha?
hows mum?
hows dad?
is nan still alive?

is the world still crap? please dont tell me the world is still crap.
this is scary
I dont like it
lets move on

are you in love?
are you married?
do you have kids?!
do you have a house? please tell me you moved out with your partner

hows Lucy?
hows Georgia?
hows Emma?
what are they doing?
are you all still friends?
if not,work on that

I'm scared
what if someone has died
what if you have died
oh god

are you scared for the future? because right now I am

are you happy?
I hope your happy

okay lets leave this here.
this is scary.

my mind

i have a book, its quite a big book, but it's also boring, and i have to read it everyday. it can be very horrid at times, so horrid i think i might just tear the pages up or at least make a mark in it but i like to keep this book in tact even if it is as terrible as i think it is. it changes slightly, maybe the moral changes a bit or something new happens, but it's usually the same.
this book is my life.

its full of creatures that are called worries, they have their own personality so i thought i'd introduce them to you.

the first creature is called pandora.. this worry is a very big one and has the biggest part in my book, she takes up most of my mind, she makes me worry about my GCSE's that im taking soon, she makes me think that i'll fail them and i wont be any good.

this is... jeff.
he makes me worry that i won't follow through on any life goals or aspirations in life, he makes me worry that i'll spend everyday as a lazy sunday .

this one is kit. he stresses me out so much, hes kind of like jeff but he makes me worry that im not good enough to do what i want with my life, he really annoys me... a lot.

heres sarah. my money worry.

and heres eva, my constant worry that im not trying hard enough.

comment down below your worries in a really creative way, like a book, monsters. anything. id love to read them

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the creative blogger award

hi everyone!
sorry i havent posted in a while, i've been really busy and i've struggled to think of posts to post.
but the other day i was nominated to do the creative blogger award by becky from beckybeeblog, so i thought i should hurry up and do it, make sure you check out beckys blog.

the rules are:
1. Thank and post the link to the blogger who nominated you.
2. Share five facts about yourself with your own blog readers.
3. Nominate 15-20 blogs and notify all nominees.
4. Pass these rules onto your nominees.


5 facts about me:
(these are really boring facts but im not that interesting)

~im not allergic to anything
~i have an unhealthy addiction to American Horror Story
~i've never broken a bone
~mean girls, clueless, wild child, aquamarine and a cinderella story are probably my 5 favourite movies.
~i really want to go to Bali

i nominate:
sammi
coleen
beth
alice
jess
megan

(sorry there's only 6 blogs but i didn't know who else to nominate)

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a disappointing wish

i wish i didn't have freckles.
i wish i had nicer hands.

i wish i were more confident and happier

i wish i were more grateful
i wish i didn't have to wish to be grateful.
i wish i wasn't a chatterbox.
i wish i were more intelligent.

i wish i weren't so lazy.
i wish i stood up for my beliefs more.

i wish this were a better blog post.
i wish i had more interests than wishes.

You can't change yourself so don't make a disappointing wish

♥

interview with becky bea blog

hello everyone!

today im doing a post that i've never done before and im really exited about it, today's post is an interview with becky bea blog , go check her blog because shes doing an interview with me and you can find out a bit more about me.

1. what made you start blogging?
 -A variety of things really, I wanted a new hobby and I read a lot of blogs so thought I would give it a try and here I am!

2. whats your favourite thing about blogging?
    -By far the blogging community. Everyone is so caring and understanding, like one big family!

3. what is your favourite post that you've posted?
    -This is a tough one. Probably my little rant called 'Yes I got higher than Becky' because I just go to open up and release what I had been bottling up inside

4.  what make up itne can you not live without?

     -No7 beautiful brow pencil

5. what skin care item can you not live without?

    -probably just my simple face wash

6. whats your favourite song?

   -Bright by EchoSmith

7. whats your favourite food? 

  -PASTA. I love pasta and could probably live off of it if I had too.

8. whats your favourite movie?

    -Tough one because I have so many! It's between St Trinians and Grown Ups.

9. what would you say is a spring essential?

   -A floral skirt/dress as it really puts me in the mood for spring and summer

10. if you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?

     -Somewhere in Italy, possibly Rome. Italy looks like such a beautiful country.

11. what do you do to make yourself feel better? 

   -Eat...haha that's probably not the best thing to do! I put on one of my favourite films, put on my fairy lights and snuggle up in a blanket.

12. what advice would you give your younger self?
    -Well cheeky little plug here, I wrote a post about there here > http://www.beckybeablog.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/thirteen-things-i-would-tell-my.html?m=1 … ! I would tell my younger self to stand up for myself more and stop caring what other people think

13. what advice would you give to a new blogger?
  -Be yourself. You're not going to gain a hundred followers over night and blog because you want to    not because you feel like you have too.
   Also get involved in as many twitter chats as possible because they are great for building     relationships with other bloggers

14. who is your celebrity crush?
    -It's not really a 'celebrity crush' but I absolutely adore Ed Sheeran.

15. tell us the weirdest thing about yourself.
-I don't know...I don't really have anything that weird or interesting about myself, I'm pretty average!

thank you becky for doing this post with me it was so fun 

make sure you take a look at beckys blog because its so good and check out her social media sites too 

thank you ♥

I had a bad day

I had a bad day and I saw a women on the bus with a birthday balloon

I thought that she would go home to an empty flat with no one there and she had to cook her own food on her own 

I had a good day and I saw a women with a birthday balloon 

I thought that she would go home to a really lovely house with her loving husband and her happy children who had made her a cake and cooked food 

Your thoughts can change someone's day so have good ones

♥

Spring Morning Routine | collaboration

Hi everyone I hope your all well

Before I start this post I want to tell you that this is a collaboration with the gorgeous Lily from http://www.lilyroserichards.blogspot.co.uk/ she will be doing a evening routine so be sure to check that out and follow her blog because it's amazing.

So the first thing i do when I wake up is lay in bed for up to an hour just on my social media just checking everything, which is really bad on school mornings because I normally spend way too much time on them and I end up late. (follow me on my social medias if you havent already)

twitter

instagram

Then I'll go downstairs and get breakfast and a drink 

most of the time i'll have a bagel and some apple juice or water because it really wakes me up in the morning 

then ill watch some tv, i love to watch the kardashians or F.R.I.E.N.D.S 

Then I'll go back upstairs, brush my teeth and get ready if I'm going out 

First I'll wash my face, with the 'simple kind to skin moisturising facial wash'.

I love this as it leaves my face feeling soft and it really controls oils, i would really recommend this.

then ill use the 'simple kind to skin light moisturiser', this really helps dry skin instantly.

then after that i'll get changed into whatever i want to wear that day and do my hair.

then its finally time for makeup, as its spring i like to keep it simple with a really nice glowing face.

i normally just use a concealer as i don't like the feel of a BB cream or a foundation on my face, the concealer i use is the 'maybelline anti age rewind concealer',

when i first got this i didnt like it but now i use it nearly everyday im starting to love it.

then ill bronze my face with the 'rimmel london natural bronzer in 021 sunlight', and this gives a really nice natural bronze to my face like i've naturally got a tan,

then ill use my blusher, i love to use the sleek rose gold blush, this is a really nice pinky blush with lots of shimmer in so its basically a blusher and a highlight in one,

then ill do my eyebrows, i use the 'soap and glory archery 2 in 1 brow filling pencil and brush',

this is a god send, whenever my eyebrows are a mess, this makes them look so much better, you can use light strokes to make them look more natural or you can use harder strokes to make them stronger.

then its time for eyeshadow, i normally use my naked palette for eyeshadow, but today i used the 'maybelline 24 hour colour tattoo in on and on bronze' you can apply an eyeshadow on top to make it more smokey, but i prefer it without.

then ill apply my mascara, im using the new 'maybelline lash sensational lash multiplying mascara'

i love this mascara because it gives a lot of length and thickness which i love, but the one bad thing about it is that its bit too clumpy for me, but over all i love it

make sure you check out lily's blog post over on her blog, tell me what you get up to on a weekend 

♥