Tuesday 19 January 2016

dear 25 year old libbie

dear 25 year old me, this is 15 year old me. you live in Plymouth with mum and dad.
your brain isn't the best. your main mood is sad and you spend most of your time wishing you could go back to when you were 10.

so hows it going?
do you still dress like a 7 year old?
is your hair still short?
have you got a tattoo?
are you doing anything amazing with your life?

hows Sacha?
hows mum?
hows dad?
is nan still alive?

is the world still crap? please dont tell me the world is still crap.
this is scary
I dont like it
lets move on

are you in love?
are you married?
do you have kids?!
do you have a house? please tell me you moved out with your partner

hows Lucy?
hows Georgia?
hows Emma?
what are they doing?
are you all still friends?
if not,work on that

I'm scared
what if someone has died
what if you have died
oh god

are you scared for the future? because right now I am

are you happy?
I hope your happy

okay lets leave this here.
this is scary.